“I love you,” he said and smiled.
“I love you too.”
We quickly kissed and turned our heads forward. The light!
BOOM!
“Niall…?”
“I’m here baby.” And I started fading in darkness.
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I opened my eyes and saw my mom.
“Where am I? ..What happened? …Where’s Niall?”
“You had an accident and now you’re in a hospital,” she answered.
“Where’s Niall?” I panicked.
Tears came in her eyes. “I’m so sorry honey. He didn’t make it.”
A tear streamed down her face.
“NOOOO!”
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I couldn’t take it anymore. I collapsed on the ground.
“NO!…Niall!…Come back…please…I need you…I love you! Please!” I couldn’t see anything through tears. My mum tried to pick me up. Zayn and Liam helped her. I didn’t want to live anymore. Maura hugged me. “He loved you so much,” she said.
“You must never forget that.”
“I won’t.” I promised and looked at the coffin.
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I would cry if I had any tears left. But I didn’t. There were no more tears left. Only the pain remained. I didn’t want to live anymore. I took a razor and pressed it against my skin.
Blood.
I sat there, my wrist bled and slowly I was fading away.
Footsteps. SHIT!
“Barbara? Where are you?” Zayn shouted. He was coming closer and closer. Zayn stepped in my bathroom.
“No! What did you do?”
“Zayn? I’m going to join him.” I smiled at the thought and then…I was lost in the dark.
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“You can’t catch me! haha”
“I’ll catch you babe! You’ll see.”
He grabbed me with his strong arms and lift me up.
“Put me down you idiot!” I shouted.
“Nope.”
“Put me down, Zayn! I mean it!”
He put me down and I turned to face him.
“Did anyone ever tell you how beautiful you are when you’re mad?” He said with a smile.
“Just shut up and kiss me you idiot,” I said. We kissed passinately.
“I love you,” Zayn said.
“I love you too.”
“Thank God, I saved you.”
“Thank God you did,” I said.
It was a year since Niall died in a car accident and I tried to do a suicide to join him. And than Zayn saved me. I still loved Niall, but he was gone. I was with Zayn now and I was happy with him. I had to let go the pain and forget about Niall, but that doesn’t mean I don’t love him anymore. He will always be in my heart. But Zayn was my future now. ”Thank you,” I said and kissed him again.
